so the theme for this week seems to be "financial aid sucks the big one"

and i'm poor, so poor it's ridiculous.....i hate bills

on a lighter note i'm hoping that some day soon i will figure out what it is that i want to do with the rest of my life....preferably before i graduate

it seemed so simple before. probably because everyone (teachers, parents, speakers, counselors) was always spouting a bunch of bullshit about how we can do whatever it is that we want to do if we just set our minds to acheive it. well unfortunately life isn't as easy as that. and when you think that it is you are often not so pleasantly surprised. if i could sum up my college experience thus far i would term it a "not so pleasant surprise"

will finish later

today I had to give a speech for my public speaking class. I haven't been that nervous in a very long time...it was weird and kind of dissapointing. I thought that I had finally gotten over at least part of my fear of being judged and looked at, at least in that formal of a setting.

I'm going to try to write in here more often. I'm really bad at keeping "diaries" but I'm going to do my best.

long hair (me and mere)

short hair (me and katie)

good times had by all....yeah